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        <p class="MsoNormal">
            Claudia’s feet dangled down
into the pit.<span style="">  </span>Her bandaged hand rested on the edge as
she peered, without interest down.<span style="">  </span>Below dried blood caked
the walls.<span style="">  </span>It was probable that below the shallow sludge
lay a corpse of a girl not to long gone from this world.<span style="">  </span>Certainly
some of the red springy hair cemented to the wall belonged to someone unlucky enough
to find themselves down in the pit with the snakes.
</p>
        <p class="MsoNormal">
          <span style="">            </span>Claudia’s
vacant eyes moved over the lithe bodies of the scaled beasts as they slithered and
hissed in the water below.<span style="">  </span>She wondered if they had a
tunnel in and out for themselves of it they had to survive on the meager picking supplied
to them by dying girls.<span style="">  </span>She wondered too what snakes felt
like to the touch.<span style="">  </span>What they felt like when their teeth
sank into your flesh and you tried to pry them off with stiffening fingers. 
</p>
        <p class="MsoNormal">
          <span style="">            </span>Even
as she wondered the thoughts past from her, more slippery than the wet snakes.<span style="">  </span>She
did not care enough to hold onto anything that passed through her mind.<span style="">  </span>There
was no reason for things to pass through her mind, of that she was sure.<span style="">  </span>She
was already dead.<span style="">  </span>The dead had no reason to think.<span style="">  </span>Yes,
she was a ghost, and she traveled with a demon.
</p>
        <p class="MsoNormal">
          <span style="">            </span>Beside
her, an imp in true form, Eudora threw bone fragments down at the snakes. When they
hissed and writhed she laughed.<span style="">  </span>She paced about the pit,
her footing confident and quick.<span style="">  </span>Why would she fear death
when she was in league with it?
</p>
        <p class="MsoNormal">
          <span style="">            </span>For
a countless while now they had traveled together, the demon and the ghost (neither
truly living up to their names.)<span style="">  </span>Eudora showed Claudia
where a pool lay, fed by a slender underground stream; impossible to escape through
but good for water and occasional bathing.<span style="">  </span>She showed
her where one every other day food was brought down.<span style="">  </span>Only
if the room was inhabited at the time none came and they went hungry.<span style="">  </span>A
difficult injunction to make when you could not tell one day from the next.<span style="">  </span>She
showed her too, slowly through the traps the house held.<span style="">  </span>Chandeliers,
trapdoors, arrows, beasts that gnawed through bone, places where poisons leaked and
infected.<span style="">  </span>What knowledge Eudora held she shared as if
between bosom friends.
</p>
        <p class="MsoNormal">
          <span style="">            </span>The
few times Claudia mustered the will to care she asked why.<span style="">  </span>Eudora
merely said that she had promised to protect her.<span style="">  </span>Claudia
would have been frightened of the impending sacrifice if she hadn’t known herself
to be dead. 
</p>
        <p class="MsoNormal">
          <span style="">            </span>Across
the way Eudora licked her lips leaving them gleaming.<span style="">  </span>She
knelt on the edge of the precipice and looked down.<span style="">  </span>Her
face was the picture of innocence and purity.<span style="">  </span>For a moment
Claudia forgot she was the devil and thought her an angel.<span style="">  </span>Then
she recoiled.<span style="">  </span>She’d been fooled in that before.<span style="">  </span>Angels
were not things that came to earth and if they did they certainly had no time for
Claudia.<span style="">  </span>She was wicked and besides which a woman. Surely
it was sinful for a woman to even think she deserved such note.
</p>
        <p class="MsoNormal">
          <span style="">            </span>“How
do the snakes survive do you think?” Eudora said, to herself, she knew Claudia would
not respond.<span style="">  </span>“Does he roam these halls sometimes and feed
his pets.<span style="">  </span>Sometimes I think he does and I search for him.”
</p>
        <p class="MsoNormal">
          <span style="">            </span>Eudora’s
face was tilted, her eyes half closed.<span style="">  </span>It was a look of
a girl deeply infatuated.<span style="">  </span>And what wouldn’t’ a man do
for a girl like Eudora if she consented to love him?<span style="">  </span>Surely
anything, everything…and surely not this.<span style="">  </span>“Someday I’ll
find him and he’ll take me out of here.<span style="">  </span>I wouldn’t listen
to him, you see, that’s why he got rid of me.<span style="">  </span>I insisted…but
now that’s over with.<span style="">  </span>I’ve nothing to insist about now.<span style="">  </span>He’ll
let me out.”
</p>
        <p class="MsoNormal">
          <span style="">            </span>She
paused to stand. Her hand brushed briefly over the small bag at her side.<span style="">  </span>Her
nails stroked it.<span style="">  </span>“He’ll let me out and I’ll kill him.<span style="">  </span>I’ll
rip his eyes out and eat them.<span style="">  </span>Maybe I’ll feed the rest
of him to the snakes.”
</p>
        <p class="MsoNormal">
          <span style="">            </span>Eudora
circled around the pit and stood next to Claudia.<span style="">  </span>She
placed her hand on Claudia’s head.
</p>
        <p class="MsoNormal">
          <span style="">            </span>For
an instant and image bubbled up into Claudia’s stalled brain.<span style="">  </span>She
saw the severed hand sticking up from the floor.<span style="">  </span>The blood
where it was seeping into the floorboards.<span style="">  </span>The ring glittered
on it finger, its light and life like an accusation.<span style="">  </span>Claudia
let out a muffled scream.<span style="">  </span>Then it was gone.<span style="">  </span>She
was safe in her own death.<span style="">  </span>There was no guilt and no fear.
</p>
        <p class="MsoNormal">
          <span style="">            </span>Eudora
peered into Claudia’s face.<span style="">  </span>A trail of golden hair slid
across her eyes.<span style="">  </span>“You awake in there, little rich girl?<span style="">  </span>Little
pretty. Pretty?”
</p>
        <p class="MsoNormal">
          <span style="">            </span>Claudia
stared at the demon.<span style="">  </span>“No, I’m dead.”
</p>
        <p class="MsoNormal">
          <span style="">            </span>“Ah,
I thought you might not be for a moment.<span style="">  </span>Go on then.”<span style="">  </span>Eudora’s
face disappeared as she righted herself. <span style=""> </span>Claudia stared
off into the dark of the corridor she was facing.<span style="">   </span>A
snake vaulted upwards in attempt at her foot. It did not make it. Her foot continued
to dangle.
</p>
        <p class="MsoNormal">
          <span style="">            </span>Her
hand hurt.<span style="">  </span>Of this she was still aware.<span style="">  </span>It
called to her like a beacon to life.<span style="">  </span>But it was not a
pleasant call and she did her best to ignore it.<span style="">  </span>The wound
must have been infected.<span style="">  </span>Only good luck or the will of
God could have protected her; she did not have one and could not hope for the help
of the other.<span style="">  </span>So it was infected.<span style="">  </span>Perhaps
her hand would fall off before her body completed its decent to join her in death.
</p>
        <p class="MsoNormal">
          <span style="">            </span>The
blood on the bandage was black.<span style="">  </span>Claudia made no attempt
to change it and after the first few times neither did Eudora.<span style="">  </span>Apparently
her sworn protection only went so far.<span style="">  </span>So Claudia’s hand
continued to throb, like some horrible beast was attempting to exit through it.<span style="">  </span>Some
bloody, demented, puss filled, creature on a fire breathing (also bloody) horse would
burst forth and do her the favor of quickening her death.<span style="">  </span>Undoubtedly
it would be friends with Eudora and so leave her in peace.
</p>
        <p>
          <em>Title Reference:<br /></em>
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          <em> *Dostoevsky,
Fyodor.<span style="">  </span>“Crime And Punishment” Bantam Books, co 1866:
57</em>
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      <title>That I shall really take an ax*</title>
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&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;
&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; Claudia’s feet dangled down
into the pit.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Her bandaged hand rested on the edge as
she peered, without interest down.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Below dried blood caked
the walls.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;It was probable that below the shallow sludge
lay a corpse of a girl not to long gone from this world.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Certainly
some of the red springy hair cemented to the wall belonged to someone unlucky enough
to find themselves down in the pit with the snakes.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;
&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Claudia’s
vacant eyes moved over the lithe bodies of the scaled beasts as they slithered and
hissed in the water below.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;She wondered if they had a
tunnel in and out for themselves of it they had to survive on the meager picking supplied
to them by dying girls.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;She wondered too what snakes felt
like to the touch.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;What they felt like when their teeth
sank into your flesh and you tried to pry them off with stiffening fingers. 
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;
&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Even
as she wondered the thoughts past from her, more slippery than the wet snakes.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;She
did not care enough to hold onto anything that passed through her mind.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;There
was no reason for things to pass through her mind, of that she was sure.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;She
was already dead.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The dead had no reason to think.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Yes,
she was a ghost, and she traveled with a demon.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;
&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Beside
her, an imp in true form, Eudora threw bone fragments down at the snakes. When they
hissed and writhed she laughed.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;She paced about the pit,
her footing confident and quick.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Why would she fear death
when she was in league with it?
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;
&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;For
a countless while now they had traveled together, the demon and the ghost (neither
truly living up to their names.)&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Eudora showed Claudia
where a pool lay, fed by a slender underground stream; impossible to escape through
but good for water and occasional bathing.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;She showed
her where one every other day food was brought down.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Only
if the room was inhabited at the time none came and they went hungry.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;A
difficult injunction to make when you could not tell one day from the next.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;She
showed her too, slowly through the traps the house held.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Chandeliers,
trapdoors, arrows, beasts that gnawed through bone, places where poisons leaked and
infected.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;What knowledge Eudora held she shared as if
between bosom friends.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;
&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The
few times Claudia mustered the will to care she asked why.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Eudora
merely said that she had promised to protect her.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Claudia
would have been frightened of the impending sacrifice if she hadn’t known herself
to be dead. 
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;
&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Across
the way Eudora licked her lips leaving them gleaming.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;She
knelt on the edge of the precipice and looked down.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Her
face was the picture of innocence and purity.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;For a moment
Claudia forgot she was the devil and thought her an angel.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Then
she recoiled.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;She’d been fooled in that before.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Angels
were not things that came to earth and if they did they certainly had no time for
Claudia.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;She was wicked and besides which a woman. Surely
it was sinful for a woman to even think she deserved such note.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;
&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“How
do the snakes survive do you think?” Eudora said, to herself, she knew Claudia would
not respond.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“Does he roam these halls sometimes and feed
his pets.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Sometimes I think he does and I search for him.”
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;
&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Eudora’s
face was tilted, her eyes half closed.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;It was a look of
a girl deeply infatuated.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;And what wouldn’t’ a man do
for a girl like Eudora if she consented to love him?&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Surely
anything, everything…and surely not this.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“Someday I’ll
find him and he’ll take me out of here.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I wouldn’t listen
to him, you see, that’s why he got rid of me.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I insisted…but
now that’s over with.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I’ve nothing to insist about now.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;He’ll
let me out.”
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;
&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;She
paused to stand. Her hand brushed briefly over the small bag at her side.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Her
nails stroked it.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“He’ll let me out and I’ll kill him.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I’ll
rip his eyes out and eat them.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Maybe I’ll feed the rest
of him to the snakes.”
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;
&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Eudora
circled around the pit and stood next to Claudia.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;She
placed her hand on Claudia’s head.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;
&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;For
an instant and image bubbled up into Claudia’s stalled brain.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;She
saw the severed hand sticking up from the floor.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The blood
where it was seeping into the floorboards.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The ring glittered
on it finger, its light and life like an accusation.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Claudia
let out a muffled scream.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Then it was gone.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;She
was safe in her own death.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;There was no guilt and no fear.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;
&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Eudora
peered into Claudia’s face.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;A trail of golden hair slid
across her eyes.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“You awake in there, little rich girl?&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Little
pretty. Pretty?”
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;
&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Claudia
stared at the demon.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“No, I’m dead.”
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;
&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“Ah,
I thought you might not be for a moment.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Go on then.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Eudora’s
face disappeared as she righted herself. &lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;Claudia stared
off into the dark of the corridor she was facing.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;A
snake vaulted upwards in attempt at her foot. It did not make it. Her foot continued
to dangle.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;
&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Her
hand hurt.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Of this she was still aware.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;It
called to her like a beacon to life.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;But it was not a
pleasant call and she did her best to ignore it.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The wound
must have been infected.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Only good luck or the will of
God could have protected her; she did not have one and could not hope for the help
of the other.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;So it was infected.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Perhaps
her hand would fall off before her body completed its decent to join her in death.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;
&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The
blood on the bandage was black.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Claudia made no attempt
to change it and after the first few times neither did Eudora.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Apparently
her sworn protection only went so far.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;So Claudia’s hand
continued to throb, like some horrible beast was attempting to exit through it.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Some
bloody, demented, puss filled, creature on a fire breathing (also bloody) horse would
burst forth and do her the favor of quickening her death.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Undoubtedly
it would be friends with Eudora and so leave her in peace.
&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;
&lt;em&gt;Title Reference:&lt;br&gt;
&lt;/em&gt;&lt;font color="#000000" face="Times New Roman" size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;em&gt;&amp;nbsp;*Dostoevsky,
Fyodor.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“Crime And Punishment” Bantam Books, co 1866:
57&lt;/em&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;
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