Claudia’s feet dangled down into the pit. Her bandaged hand rested on the edge as she
peered, without interest down. Below
dried blood caked the walls. It was
probable that below the shallow sludge lay a corpse of a girl not to long gone
from this world. Certainly some of the
red springy hair cemented to the wall belonged to someone unlucky enough to
find themselves down in the pit with the snakes.
Claudia’s
vacant eyes moved over the lithe bodies of the scaled beasts as they slithered
and hissed in the water below. She
wondered if they had a tunnel in and out for themselves of it they had to
survive on the meager picking supplied to them by dying girls. She wondered too what snakes felt like to the
touch. What they felt like when their
teeth sank into your flesh and you tried to pry them off with stiffening
fingers.
Even as she
wondered the thoughts past from her, more slippery than the wet snakes. She did not care enough to hold onto anything
that passed through her mind. There was
no reason for things to pass through her mind, of that she was sure. She was already dead. The dead had no reason to think. Yes, she was a ghost, and she traveled with a
demon.
Beside her,
an imp in true form, Eudora threw bone fragments down at the snakes. When they
hissed and writhed she laughed. She
paced about the pit, her footing confident and quick. Why would she fear death when she was in
league with it?
For a
countless while now they had traveled together, the demon and the ghost
(neither truly living up to their names.)
Eudora showed Claudia where a pool lay, fed by a slender underground
stream; impossible to escape through but good for water and occasional
bathing. She showed her where one every
other day food was brought down. Only if
the room was inhabited at the time none came and they went hungry. A difficult injunction to make when you could
not tell one day from the next. She
showed her too, slowly through the traps the house held. Chandeliers, trapdoors, arrows, beasts that
gnawed through bone, places where poisons leaked and infected. What knowledge Eudora held she shared as if
between bosom friends.
The few
times Claudia mustered the will to care she asked why. Eudora merely said that she had promised to
protect her. Claudia would have been
frightened of the impending sacrifice if she hadn’t known herself to be dead.
Across the
way Eudora licked her lips leaving them gleaming. She knelt on the edge of the precipice and looked
down. Her face was the picture of
innocence and purity. For a moment
Claudia forgot she was the devil and thought her an angel. Then she recoiled. She’d been fooled in that before. Angels were not things that came to earth and
if they did they certainly had no time for Claudia. She was wicked and besides which a woman.
Surely it was sinful for a woman to even think she deserved such note.
“How do the
snakes survive do you think?” Eudora said, to herself, she knew Claudia would
not respond. “Does he roam these halls
sometimes and feed his pets. Sometimes I
think he does and I search for him.”
Eudora’s
face was tilted, her eyes half closed.
It was a look of a girl deeply infatuated. And what wouldn’t’ a man do for a girl like
Eudora if she consented to love him?
Surely anything, everything…and surely not this. “Someday I’ll find him and he’ll take me out
of here. I wouldn’t listen to him, you
see, that’s why he got rid of me. I
insisted…but now that’s over with. I’ve
nothing to insist about now. He’ll let
me out.”
She paused
to stand. Her hand brushed briefly over the small bag at her side. Her nails stroked it. “He’ll let me out and I’ll kill him. I’ll rip his eyes out and eat them. Maybe I’ll feed the rest of him to the
snakes.”
Eudora
circled around the pit and stood next to Claudia. She placed her hand on Claudia’s head.
For an
instant and image bubbled up into Claudia’s stalled brain. She saw the severed hand sticking up from the
floor. The blood where it was seeping
into the floorboards. The ring glittered
on it finger, its light and life like an accusation. Claudia let out a muffled scream. Then it was gone. She was safe in her own death. There was no guilt and no fear.
Eudora
peered into Claudia’s face. A trail of
golden hair slid across her eyes. “You
awake in there, little rich girl? Little
pretty. Pretty?”
Claudia
stared at the demon. “No, I’m dead.”
“Ah, I
thought you might not be for a moment.
Go on then.” Eudora’s face
disappeared as she righted herself. Claudia stared off into the dark of the
corridor she was facing. A snake
vaulted upwards in attempt at her foot. It did not make it. Her foot continued
to dangle.
Her hand
hurt. Of this she was still aware. It called to her like a beacon to life. But it was not a pleasant call and she did
her best to ignore it. The wound must
have been infected. Only good luck or
the will of God could have protected her; she did not have one and could not
hope for the help of the other. So it
was infected. Perhaps her hand would
fall off before her body completed its decent to join her in death.
The blood
on the bandage was black. Claudia made
no attempt to change it and after the first few times neither did Eudora. Apparently her sworn protection only went so far. So Claudia’s hand continued to throb, like
some horrible beast was attempting to exit through it. Some bloody, demented, puss filled, creature
on a fire breathing (also bloody) horse would burst forth and do her the favor
of quickening her death. Undoubtedly it
would be friends with Eudora and so leave her in peace.
Title Reference:
*Dostoevsky, Fyodor. “Crime And Punishment” Bantam Books, co 1866: 57